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2006-01-09 9:09 a.m. Starting today the goal is to write a little bit of something everyday. Either here or over in my Myspace blog. It'll be a bit of a trial to say the least but one I hope to somewhat succeed at. Today is a bit of a rareity in that I don't have to be at work until twelve this afternoon so I have a few free hours in the morning. It's quite nice. Staying a couple of hours later than I am accustomed to won't be but that's in and of itself, huh? Anywho...I got a Wacom tablet for Christmas and some new art programs for the computer and I'm finding them a little difficult to master. It'll be a bit of a challenge when I finally have enough time to sit down and tinker with them. But I think, I hope, the aggrevation will be worth it in the long run. I wonder what kind of horrible little things I can draw? Hmmm... Oh what else? I got some feedback on something I wrote two years ago! It was so nice. I labored quite a bit over the story and it was nice to hear something on it. Writing. Now I definitely think I'm an inferior writer and I haven't tried to write anything at all in the last couple of years. And it's not just lack of talent that has been holding me back. It's also a lack of focus. I have the focus of a five year old! I am not kidding. I can't concentrate on anything for more than an hour at most. I remember when I would go at something until it was finished and it would absorb me all hours of the day. I don't know if it's lack of depression or my medication but there's something in me that's different. Even now I keep drifting off and letting something else capture my attention.
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