May I say the general wackiness spewing from the lips of Tom Cruise doesn't surprise me? Check out a link to the right there, Xenu.net. Poor, poor mislead and brainwashed Tom Cruise. Trust ME, chemical imbalances do indeed exist and Psychiatry can be a wonderful lifesaver.

I'm a total advocate of psychiatry and psychiatric medications. My life has improved more than I could have fathomed since being forced to seek help last year. Before April of last year I never dreamed it could be possible to live and feel the way I do now. I am eternally grateful that medical treatment is possible and that it CAN work. It has for me. Small relapses are nothing compared to the confusion, anger, and turmoil I once felt on a daily basis. What I once thought of as a permanent personality defect is very treatable. Sure it's not cureable (yet) but it's very treatable and thanks be owed to modern psychiatry.

I can be happy! I can live in a world that isn't about extremes (mostly...heh)! And all the vitamins in the world wouldn't have made that possible. I sleep now. I smile. I laugh. I dance. I don't yell. I don't scream. I still have my problems that meds alone won't can't alleviate (need to please people much) but I'm doing well.

I still want to see War of the Worlds even though I think Tom Cruise is in need of some serious psychiatric help. Brainwashing isn't of the cool. I feel more sorry for him than anything. I've read up on $cientology and I know he's a victim of a mad man who wrote shitty pulp fiction and an organization that loves money at all costs.

Bleh.

Anyways diary, I'm doing good. I'm back to being me and doing alright. I'm enjoying having two days off again. It feels almost foreign as a matter of fact. This morning not getting up yo go to work felt odd because I was off yesterday. Two days off...sweet.

I think I'm just going to spend the day sleeping. How lazy of me! Maybe cleaning. Lord knows I need to devote some time to that but I'm feeling soooo lazy.

Maybe it's the rain that's making me feel so lazy lately. It rains every afternoon and the humidity that preceeds and follows that rain is consuming. You can't slice through the air with a steak knife.

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