2005-05-11
9:24 p.m.

I'm still stuck in a tangle of bizarre dreams. I'm not liking them so much but there's not a whole lot I can do about it. I guess I just have some issues to work through in my sleep. Kinda' not good that I have no idea what any of it means but...whatever. I hate twisted weird dreams. Blegh.

I didn't mention that I was in a car involved with an accident with a semi-tractor trailer last week. I guess it's not often you can say a semi hit the car you were in and you came out unscathed, huh? Honestly if the car that hit us was a normal run of the mill vehicle it would barely have been noticeable but as it were...crash!

I'm not really great with any sort if traffic accident after having a car pull out in front of me and totalling my last vehicle a few years ago. I hate that sound, that sound of impact.

God. I swear I have no attention span anymore. I don't know what's going on there. I can't seem to focus anymore. Sometimes it's a good thing. I like to be distracted, it leads to all sorts of fun thing but other times I wish I could just concentrate! Today? Today I was walking around with a rubberband on my wrist so I could play with that in hopes of keeping myself focused. You know, use that as a toy to distract myself from wandering about. It didn't and doesn't make sense and it didn't help. Instead I ended up circling to whole park and eventually breaking the rubberband. Then I took the broken rubberband and tried to distract a lizard with it. Lizard's are suspicious creatures and he was having known of my human games. He took off. And what did I accomplish? Not a thing. I managed to maybe do an hours worth of work all day. I mostly just walked around.

You can tell how utterly scatterbarined I am by this entry and the many that come before. I used to not always be this way, ya' know.

I'm also having massive allergy issues. Waht's up with that? Not of the fun.

So Lost. Walt is creeeeepy. He just KNOWS things.

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