Last night I had a lot of nightmares. I don't remember most of them but I do remember one of them and it involved the Anti-Christ. Yes the Anti-Christ. He'd just sort of use his finger and sorta' just zap things to poison. For example all of the drinks of all these innocent people, people who I tried to warn but who didn't listen to me because...yeah the whole Anti-Christ thing. It was really terrible. He was a really horrid and evil creature. Just the malice...still gives me the creeps.

I wonder if the dream means something? Not that I'm going to run into the Anti-Christ or something...but I'm so easily led into temptation. I wasn't compliant with this creature in my dream, I actively fought against him the only way I understood but it wasn't enough. It simply was not enough. Maybe that's the meaning? You dig? I mean maybe God is trying to tell me I have to find another way in life. Like my faith isn't really solid. I know it isn't. It's so shakey. I have to really find a way to make God a major part of my life and not an after thought.

Or maybe it was only a dream? That's it and that's all, just a dream. Boy, but was it creepy.

Otherwise things are going rather splendidly I suppose. I feel rather blessed compared to where I used to be in life, happy most of the time.

I did find out that I'm most commonly referred to by those who don't know me at work as the freaky short girl. Apparently they think I'm really weird. I wouldn't mind if some of these people didn't think of that as being a negative.

I'm reading so many books lately. This is of the infinte good. Books are pure gold and they make me so happy. I mean just step into an imaginary world and follow the twists and turns.

I wonder what I'll dream about tonight?

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