I'm watching Dr. Phil (I know, right? It is not a habit, trust me.) and the show seems to be about this woman who was terrorized in high school and her immense resentment and inability to move on. I'm trying to remember if I teased anyone in high school and I think I can soundly say no. Okay I gossipped about Melissa at every loving chance but she slept with my boyfriend so what do you expect? Did I get teased? By strangers? No. I mean ever time a new freshman class came in I had to endure the 'Beetlegeuse' taunts (because I worse stripey stockings) and the stupid 'why do you wear black so much?' questions, but that's about it. Kids at school didn't tease me. People were nice to me. My friends on the other hand? Must I define the term vivisection?

Sometimes friendship when you're young can be the most brutal thing imaginable! And the most amazing. You never again have the same type of friendships. It's impossible as an adult I think. Maybe it's because you're jaded a bit and know better than to open up too much. Remember the whole vivisection thing? Yep.

I never really got picked on unless you count ex-boyfriends or maybe whoever was K's boyfriend at the time. I remember being taunted by an ex at the Danzig show when I was young. He spent the whole night pelting me with ice instead of watching the show.

Anyway...the ex crush stood a few feet away from me today while I acted especially spazzy. I still think he's something awesome though he needs a haircut. I said hello to him once but just the once.

I wish I knew what it was that is so repellant about me. Got any ideas?

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