His name is Matt. I went info fishing today! I have such an enormous crush. I know it would never be returned or I wouldn't talk about it at all. Guys just don't like me. I don't know why, they just don't. I could get the why before, I mean who would like a person who used to act like me...but now I don't get it. I like my personality. Maybe I'm just horribly ugly. Meh. I'm also, despite my boisterous attitude in RL, incredibly shy.

Isn't that strange? To be so loud and outgoing but shy at the same time? That's what I am. A conundrum.

I got out of going to that meeting in Lakeland tomorrow night. Praise be! I didn't want to drive an hour after work.

I also got my two day off request for the DMB show turned down. But seeing how it's DMB and sixty dollar tickets are bought and paid for...I'm going anyway. I just won't be getting vacation for it. I'll call in or maybe change my days off. I rather like having Thursday/Friday off but whatever. I've been thinking about going to Sunday/Monday.

Argh. I hate the way this site looks. I really do. I need to do aomething about that but there's just not a thing about me that's feeling even the tiniest creative urge anymore.

I should say Hi to Matt shouldn't I? I should. Rejection isn't that bad. Sure it stings and hurts and brutally rips a girl apart...

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