Because I am charting my MOODS here in this journal until I see the psychiatrist Thursday and maybe even for an extended amount of time after that...Reasonably average mood, relatively mellow until about two o'clock-minor agitation, mild irritation, minimal anger(unreasonable anger)-none of it lasting an extensive amount of time. I do think I need an increase dosage in meds either through amount taken or MG dosage. I need something to keep my ire humanlike for a whole work day. Depression? Not so much. A serious crying jag? Come Monday it'll have been a week. I'm still doing that finger crossing thing that I surpass a week without going on a teary bender.

I also need some hairdye because my hair is looking jacked. Fo' real. I didn't know such a dark color like actually ever faded. It's looking skankadelic, especially since it's all poofy whilst I try and grow it out. Because I AM growing it out.

I'm suffering a whirligig of conflicted emotions about a few things, at least they're well tempered emotions at this point. Still bothers me tho'.

I also think I am going to get a cat when I renew my lease. You can't have dogs here but you can have cats. I was walking by one of my neighbors sliding glass doors today and they had these two gorgeous cats and I want one of my own. We used to have a cat when I was young, an orange tabby named Redman (my dad named it). He was such a good cat. Mostly an outdoor cat tho', I will obviously be getting an indoor one.

Psst...I'm wearing pink glitter nailpolish, it's work illegal.

I gotta' jet. This entry sucks.

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